#17

It's been awhile that I had this feeling.

The feeling that makes me gasping for air,
my mood is so down,

everything seems avoiding me,
even my friends.

I had tried to suppress my emotions,
but unfortunately I failed this time.
Every happiness in my mind, my memory
turns against me.

They made me felt that they are so unreal,
all the things that I went through was just a dream.

I was so desperate,
for a care, a hug or even a smile from my friends.
I need it cause I can't hold myself much longer.

There is always a reason for me to remain silent the whole day.

And it is always our friendship.
Or someone else.

My friends.
Please. Come to me. Don't let me down once again.
I need a place to comfort myself.